Freedom, I got a feeling of freedom just before, of totally cutting hope and ties with that untrue friend, of not needing to be made sick and bitter over hopin for something which is impossible, to actually be cared for enough and accepted enough that he would cut ally want to truly be friends with me. He is not capable of doing these things with me. So I give up, will not look to him for those needs, it was just wounding myself over and over. He is out of my life, and doesn’t see me, accept me, or relate to my views on negative emotions enough to be a friend. His girlfriend is also off my friends list now, I don’t have to worry about either of them anymore.
February 6, 2013