I am letting go. There is no relationship between us any more. We never really were meeting each other, overall, during the relationship. And now the trust that I did have and wanted to buildbayou broke it. I’m sure you would say the same of me. So the relationship is broken now, I am becoming freer and freer. I am connecting with other people in meaningful wayssee trying to keep some kind of relationship with you is not serving me. I guess you thought you were doing the best thing for both of us, and I guess it is turning out to be true. I am no longer tied to you. My hopes and dreams are untangling themselves from you. I tried everything I could to reach out to you despite your silence to break the wall but as we talked about a long time ago the other person has to be willing to have their wall broken and you are not, so I release you. There is no relationship since you have made sure of that with your almost complete silence. I will look to others for what I need since you never really wanted to give it and you feel so differently about relating to yourself and others than me in certain big ways. And you blamed ME so much of the time. You think I am the one who needs to grow and change. Yes I do…but my ex friend, so do you. and I am no longer beating my head against the wall trying to please you or make you see I am worth sticking by and connecting with..
An Open Letter To My Ex Friend. Names Will Not Be Mentioned. Please Excuse The Mistakes Of AutoCorrect, I A
February 9, 2013