Personal Expression, Release, and Exploration of the theme of "Breaking"

One Of Those Moods

That last blog was venting, and feeling bad. I am in one of “those moods.” Hopefully it won’t last long, but this world and its alienation and loneliness gets to me. I get sick of trying to reach out and barely get a response. What the fuck is wrong with this world I wonder sometimes. And, judge if you want to for having the audacity to think people could actually connect with me in ways I keep wanting them to. Judge me for having desire and needs.

If you don’t like these words, whoever may be reading, sorry.

Maybe my mood will be better later.

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Comments on: "One Of Those Moods" (3)

  1. i relate to the alienation,as my siblings have done so since my teens,no constant in my life ,fly by nights ,who come ,take,and dissapear.Very hurtful,and kills self worth[happens on facebook so often]

  2. I have a lot of empathy for you, David.

    And yes it does kill self worth.

    Happens to me a lot on Facebook…and at times anywhere I go I feel like that online…I am involved in a page I joined recently for BDSM…I have gotten a lot of good from it but a couple times including last night I felt very alienated and ignored. Today I haven’t felt that way…these types of feelings come and go with me.

    Thank you for reading my blog, I don’t know how often you read it…

  3. We don’t know each other but I just wanted to say … your mood doesn’t have to be better. you’re entitled to your feelings, whatever they may be at that moment, and screw anyone who says otherwise. 🙂 since I started blogging here on WP, I’ve felt less alienated, but in my day to day life even though I’m around people I feel judged and alone. so I can definitely relate to what you said here.

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