I have gone through a number of things in this life, most notably bullying/social rejection, mistreatment, wars in my head, relationship turmoil and recently heartbreak, and I am trying to to earn to rebuild myself, get and stay in touch with myself, be and stay connected to others, spiritual and personal growth, and manage OCD (no, not the washing your hands, cleaning, or checking the doors kind), and manage mood swings and anxiety at times. I like to both analyze and learn how to live life. I have had much difficulty with relationships and am trying to break through that, too. I have strengths and weaknesses, I have worth and I have value, but I am very flawed too. I am paradoxically an introvert who loves to connect with people, both shy and in certain ways outgoing.