Personal Expression, Release, and Exploration of the theme of "Breaking"

About

I have gone through a number of things in this life,  most notably bullying/social rejection, mistreatment, wars in my head, relationship turmoil and recently heartbreak, and I am trying to to earn to rebuild myself, get and stay in touch with myself, be and stay connected to others, spiritual and personal growth, and manage OCD (no, not the washing your hands, cleaning, or checking the doors kind), and manage mood swings and anxiety at times.  I like to both analyze and learn how to live life.  I have had much difficulty with relationships and am trying to break through that, too.  I have strengths and weaknesses, I have worth and I have value, but I am very flawed too.  I am paradoxically an introvert who loves to connect with people, both shy and in certain ways outgoing.

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Comments on: "About" (14)

  1. yourothermotherhere said:

    You could be describing me.

  2. Miss Shining, you seem genuine in your intentions, and I’m grateful for you. This website of yours has a lot of poetry, and much of it is about heartbreak and sadness. I know that, writing about such things is an effective outlet of one’s emotions. At the same time, it saddens me that there is so much heartbreak on this website. I am in no position to tell you how to live your life, and neither do I wish to. I will say this, however: I hope that life gives you something positive to write about soon. And insofar as that is true, I also hope that life gives you something positive, as well.

    I think that you understand what it means to take responsibility for one’s life. I also understand that such things are somewhat intimidating. Nevertheless, I am rooting for you, all the way.

    (Oh, and one more thing: Thank you for your visit to Gaseimasha. I was glad to see you there, because I could then find this blog. So Thank You. Very much. Sincerely, Gaseimasha)

  3. It’s good to meet you! I always enjoy meeting like minded people, and those who I relate to, and, they relate to me. ❤

  4. Gaseimasha, I am glad that you did have some appreciation for what I wrote, and good hearted hope for me to find happiness. I do want to say though, I don’t understand what having heartbreak has to do with taking or not taking responsibility for my life…I am NOT a “happy happy joy joy” kind of person, who believes in suppressing “negative” emotions and honestly it pushes my buttons whenever I feel someone is judging me for that. I embrace the positive, I work with the negative and accept that it will sometimes be there. That is not the same as surrendering to it. The reality is, I HAD A MAJOR HEARTBREAK very very recently, and I am not ashamed of my emotions. I am trying to work through it and recover, at my own pace. No one else’s. I will, however, look to the positive when possible and find hope and strength when and where I can, for myself, and also to be a positive force in the lives of people suffering who I may be able to help.

  5. Hey I’ve nominated you for a few awards…hope you’ll accept 🙂
    http://randomaveragegirl.wordpress.com/2013/05/02/a-new-set-of-awards/

    • Wow, thanks so much, how do I accept?

      • You just need to post it on your wall like I did..post the awards, link back to whoever gave you the award, follow the rules which in this case are writing 11 things about you, answering my questions etc. Then you nominate the people you think deserve them and leave them a message about the nomination 🙂

  6. You are very gifted

  7. Thank you for visiting and following my blog, and leaving a trail I might follow to find yours! Your journey sounds rich and challenging. Your writing gives us a small entryway into your life, enriching ours. Blessings.

  8. I have nominated you for a shine on blog award because you rock!!! follow this link http://crowningshield.wordpress.com/2013/08/01/i-was-nominate…-on-blog-award/ congrads… please never stop writing!!!!!!!
    ~ Michelle

  9. We have a lot in common! I am glad you can see your worth and your strength. Good for you 🙂

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