I dream of him, the one I haven’t met yet, the one I kept looking for. Opening me, reaching inside, loving me, soothing me, protecting me, knowing me. And allowing me to do the same for him, learning together how to take down the walls. Breaking me at times, bringing my tears to the surface, holding me in his arms.
Posts tagged ‘deep’
What I realize I want on a deep level. To have someone really know and accept me on a deep level, light and dark, wholeness… To just be truly known, and cared for…to be understood to the extent possible, I know people can’t understand others perfectly, and certainly not at all times…to have someone engage with me on an intimate and also a sensual/ sexual level in a way that I need…lol, which I will not go into here In any detail.
Found this today on Facebook. It speaks to me. This is what I want most deeply. But there are all kinds of barriers and limitations on people being able to give you this in this Earthly life, at least. Both through fears, and limitations of our ordinary perception, the filters and blindnesses we have, and trouble truly seeing others, this isn’t our fault, it is part of our imperfectionS as human beings, everybody has them. However I still want this and will not give up on receiving it whether sooner or later, I believe in its possibility even if not possible for it to be constant while we are in this life.
Look at me and see Me
Touch me and Feel who I am
Talk to me and hear my words
then close your eyes..
and feel the tremblings of my soul…