Personal Expression, Release, and Exploration of the theme of "Breaking"

Posts tagged ‘fear’

Abandonment

The screws tighten again …I follow this winding, curving path…I keep getting entranced by dreams…taunting me, mocking me, they caress my hair…do I turn to you for comfort…I sit in silence…chanting my own name…looking for a memory…to remind me who I am…to remind me of safety…always trying to bridge the gaps…I don’t want to be left behind again…left behind and swallowed in dirt….dust clinging to my eyelashes, saturating my eyes, my vision…blinding me to all but emptiness and abandonment…in my dreams the waves overtake me…swept out to sea and sudden death…I am always fighting…tired of walking in the desert approaching what I think is an oasis…only to find a cruel mirage…where is solace….where is what life should be…where are you…why do I call your name, only to hear my own echo …but it’s not me…and it’s not you….where…are…we…do not let me go…do not let me go.

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“There are the times when all of us experience muddled minds, periods of confusion, doubt, anxiety, uncertainty. This is our common human condition. For some, this is experienced for a much lengthier period. And to find sanctuary and a sense of peace requires a common human connection. Sadly, much of what is done in the name of ‘helping’ those who are lost and confused only generates more fear and confusion.” Dr. Dan Edmunds

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