I dream of him, the one I haven’t met yet, the one I kept looking for. Opening me, reaching inside, loving me, soothing me, protecting me, knowing me. And allowing me to do the same for him, learning together how to take down the walls. Breaking me at times, bringing my tears to the surface, holding me in his arms.
Posts tagged ‘longing’
I am still trying to figure out how the BDSM stuff comes into play for me in my life, and what my “romantic” needs are. I would like to find someone who can break me in the way I discussed in my previous posts about breaking, well, the first two…the “what is my fascination with breaking” one is a good description of something a big part of me seems to want. I would like to find the right person to explore things with. I have not found him yet. he would have to be someone I had a deep level of intimacy and trust with.
There’s so much I want to say
In a hard shell
Touching in deep places
When the glass shatters and breaks
We will meet again
Found this today on Facebook. It speaks to me. This is what I want most deeply. But there are all kinds of barriers and limitations on people being able to give you this in this Earthly life, at least. Both through fears, and limitations of our ordinary perception, the filters and blindnesses we have, and trouble truly seeing others, this isn’t our fault, it is part of our imperfectionS as human beings, everybody has them. However I still want this and will not give up on receiving it whether sooner or later, I believe in its possibility even if not possible for it to be constant while we are in this life.
Look at me and see Me
Touch me and Feel who I am
Talk to me and hear my words
then close your eyes..
and feel the tremblings of my soul…